Writing isn't working for me...

[wolfish_willow]

...I saw that whole thing where you try to motivate each other into getting your fics written in one week and figured 'Hey, why not put something there you've been trying to write for months and see what happens'. But then I was stupid and didn't know what you did to check in or whatever and didn't find out until "Day Three" of it and I'd only gotten 50 words added because I figured nobody was actually checking in and whatever. *sigh* So, that fic is getting put back on the back-burner because I can't add anything to it at all.

I can't seem to write much of anything right now. Doesn't matter how much my buddy pesters me into doing something (which I've asked her to do and used to help me before). And it all sucks. I even tried doing the whole "put your MP3 player on shuffle and just write until the song ends". I didn't get even one word down for 5 different songs. I don't know what's going on with me.

So, I'm just gonna go cry in a corner or some such nonsense because I suck.

Comments

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

*nuzzles* It's alright. Sometimes you just get stuck, you know? I'm sure if you try not to think about it or don't think negatively about yourself just because this is an off week that it will come soon!! Tell me if there's anything I can do. :(

Also? I just NUZZLED you. WTF? I'm so freakin weird. :P

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

*purrs* It's alright, nuzzles are always welcome. ^-^

Aww, thanks for that. I'm feeling all overemotional this week and it's annoying, you know?

That comment actually helped a lot. *smishes*

Sidenote: Also, I can't wait to see more of your fic ;) I need more awesome J2 in my life. Just sayin' *wink*

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

LOL. Thanks for not thinking I'm weird for the nuzzling. (*whispers* Because I kind of liked it.)

Well! I have a good bit written of chapter two and I'm kind of REALLY hoping to be done with it sometime tonight (ESPECIALLY since Supernatural isn't coming on tonight. I'll need something to do to work out the stress the extension of the hiatus caused). Anyway, I'll send you all I have now (hahaha I'm in the middle of a sentence so it'll cut off abruptly XD).

I just hope you feel better. I also hate those overemotional times. But you got to remember that you just started school and you were all nervous about it and then you have work to do for it now. School, especially the first week or two, kind of sucks creativity and initiative out of you. It does for me, anyway. Can't get down on yourself for it! Just let it happen--go with the fllloooowwwww. *sways* \o\ /o/ \o\ /o/

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

Yay! So excited to see some of Chapter two!

Dude, right? I was all kinds of upset when I found out we all have to wait an extra week for SPN. *growls*

I'll probably start feeling better this weekend, when I don't have to babysit and can just go over notes for school and chill out. I hadn't even thought about how all my school nervousness wasn't really helping me out in the creativity department. But that makes a lot of sense.

Now I'm off to go pick up my niece. Thanks so much! You got me all smiley again.