Bored and Writer's Block isn't helping...

[wolfish_willow]

...I'm stuck in the fic I'm working on right now. Well, actually I'm stuck on all the fics I'm working on, but that's neither here nor there. I'm just trying to work on the fills for the prompt entry I posted a little while back and the one I'm focused on at the moment is being mean and I can't get anything else out of it right now. Which sucks because nothing's been resolved yet. *sigh*

I tried working one another fill instead and wasn't even able to get a full sentence written yet. The whole point of asking for prompts was to help jog my writer's block and write some short ficlets. The only one I've managed to finish ended up at 2700 words, I think. This one is looking like it'll be just as long. And I can't even get anything written for the other ones I've got to fill.

And now I'm just bored because I want to read fic, but there haven't been any new Sam/Gabriel fics I can read posted recently. There have been a few posted for the Gabriel Big Bang, and I've read some of them. But there are still quite a few I can't because of content that bugs me. Not that they'd be bad fics, because I'm sure they're awesome. But my squicks won't let me read them and that is soooo annoying. Why do I have to squick so easily?!?!?! And a lot of the J2 and Sam/Dean fics I've seen being posted just aren't holding my interest. WTH?! I even tried branching out into another fandom (Criminal Minds), but can't even finish half the fics I start reading because they aren't Supernatural. >_<;;;

I need, like, deadlines or something. That would help me write, it's always helped me before. But personal deadlines mean nothing to my muse, because they're so easily broken. grrrr...

*pouts*

Sorry for the really weird, random rant. D:

Comments

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

What about just drabbles? I can give you a prompt/pairing and you have to fill it within 100 words? I did that for spn_bitesized and it was a good stress reliever and sparked some synapses. Or, it can be like 150 words if you want but no more than 200. They're quick to write but good because you have to figure a way to say a lot in the most concise way possible. :)

I'm almost done with the new chapter of bb. Like, seriously this time. Probably within the next five minutes. Though it sounds like you're in a Sam/Gabriel mood so J2 probably won't help satisfy you. D:

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

You could like fill in the prompts right here. Make this post into a kind of meme or something. :)

[meh-forget-it.livejournal.com]

How's about incentive? You know... if you get something finished and posted, then I'll do the same? I dunno... like... fic swapsies? Lol! I'll write and show you mine, if you write and show me yours? How I can make Fic Swapsies dirty, I don't know. It's a skill. I write porn in banks, clearly I can make most things dirty. *grin*

Still! My plan... right? Right. So... say we have... until um... Sunday night er... wait. *grumbles* Fecking timezones. Right, so say Midnight on Sunday night GMT (which gives us exactly three days) we both have something to post? I dunno... I'm kinda scraping the barrel and sort of begging you to give me motivation. *grin*

I think it's both a good plan and a blatant misuse of your plea! *snicker* See? Skills. Admittedly selfish and twisted skills, but skills all the same. I'm also kinda fatigued and sort of falling asleep as I type, so there is a high chance none of this makes sense...

Um... Fic Swapsies?

...

I'm sure there could be a better name for it... but Fic Swapsies kinda sounds amusing to me. But then... Googamooga sounds amusing to me right this moment.

Hey! There ya go! Should you decide to just ignore my crazed ramblings and just give up on writing, you can try and think of a better name than Fic Swapsies! That's like... what? Two words! And the sense of satisfaction afterwards will feel like you've written a whole novel.

Sorta.

Possibly.

Yeah... going to bed now.

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

I think I'd like to at least try that. I can't guarantee they'll make a lick of sense, but it might be good to get rid of this darn block.

I think I realized part of my problem with the G/S/C fic. I have it set up as G. POV, C. POV, then S. POV, right? It goes in that order twice. And the next part of the pattern is G. But I'm stuck. So I think I need the rest of it to be in S's instead. Because he and I get along way better than anyone else. lol. I just didn't want to break the pattern. But that'll have to be done.

And: EEEEEE!!! I read this comment a couple hours ago but couldn't comment back because we were in a rush to leave. But I'm sooo excited for Chapter 4. I just saw that it was in my email. ^___________________^ *happy dance*

So, yeah. If you want to give me a prompt/pairing, I'll try to fill it in 100 words. *bites nails*

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

Incentive? I like incentive. I am so in for teh Fic Swapsies. For sure. I inhale your fics like oxygen, so very good motivation to get something finished. :D:D:D

Skills, for sure. ^-^

hehehe, Fic Swapsies. That made me giggle when I first read it. LOL. And I flat out laughed at Googamooga. ROFL.

So, yesh. Let's give each other motivation! Sunday night we should both have something to post. If it works out, we can keep it up when we need to write something. *nod*

*SMISHES*

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

...wow. My tagging skills failed epically right there. *headdesk*

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Kay!! I'm going to start a new thread or whatever the hell it's called with each prompt, okies? And I'm only gonna give you two options, that way if you don't feel one then that's OK and also you won't be overwhelmed by me spamming you with like twenty bajillion prompts! Kay! And you're going to do GREAT!!! I tried it and it was a LOT more fun than expected. I'm going to stick to S/G, C/G pairings right now. If you want to do more, tell me if you want Wincest and/or gen as well!!! /o/

Prompt #1 &hearts;

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Sam/Gabriel, ankles

Prompt #2 :)

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Sam/Castiel, mend

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Are one to two word prompts OK? I can do more. I just figured that the shorter the prompt the easier it will be to get 100 words or less written. :P

And, YAY! /o/ I'm glad you're excited about the new chapter!! I'm excited for it to be over, but I'm afraid I'm going to need handholding to make me feel AWESOME about it. I just hope I can rediscover my humor during the editing process. *headdesk x5*

[meh-forget-it.livejournal.com]

*snicker* But they failed in an amusing, yet legible way! *nodnod* And yay for Fic Swapsies!! And I, too, love your fics equally as much, if not more! Yep! Even if i suck at commenting (which so reminds me that I still need to comment to Mystery Spot Misunderstanding... which was awesome by the way, but thats not the actual review/comment/thing. Nope. I shall go do that, like, now, after this one. um.. Yeah. *grin*

Sweet Googoamooga it's a Fic Swapsie!! *giggles like a fool* What made me giggle even more is that I just noticed that I actually wrote Dic Swapsies... *snort* That's something completely different... Oh god, make me stop before I quite possibly scar us all for life.

Woo! See? Now we both have motivation! Yep! I just need to think about what I want to write... Hmm... The limerick fic? Something else? *head desk* This is why I never get any writing done. *snort*

*smishes back*

Sam/Gabriel - Ankle

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

Looky there! 100 words exactly. BAM. hehehe. Shortest thing I've ever written. Where shall I prompt you?

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It seems an odd fit. Much like them, in that aspect. He slides his hand down the skin of Sam's leg, curls his fingers right above his foot. His thumb fits perfectly, like a puzzle piece, in the groove of Sam's ankle. It's a favorite position of Gabriel's, his human lying on his back across a newly snapped up couch, resting after long hours and rough hunts, feet plopped gracelessly into his lap. A stroke across sensitive skin, a tender squeeze, and his hunter finally tumbles into a restful sleep. Precious few hours of peace in their world of chaos.

Re: Sam/Gabriel - Ankle

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Ooooh. That's so sweet and cute and fluffy and tender and sexy and ♥ !!!!! *___________* I LOVE the image of Gabe's thumb fitting into the groove of Sam's ankle. So purrty! :)

Very good job! I think Shot Swapsies are gonna be FUN!! /o/

Well, you could prompt me here? That way it's all together? But I like things to be together so that could just be me. I could post an entry at my lj and you could prompt there, if you would prefer? :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Oh. And you could prompt me any pairing you would like. I mean, yeah, Sam/Dean and J2 are love, but I'm not opposed to trying out others you would like to see!! :) Just so yah know!

Re: Sam/Gabriel - Ankle

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I really liked writing it. It was fun to make it fit in 100 words.

Yay! Pairing choices! I'm gonna be taking shameless advantage, just so you know. <3

I'll post the prompt in another reply to this comment. I just wanted to say thanks! And that way, it is still all together. :D

New Prompt (for real this time)

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

JDM/Jared, remember

Re: JDM/Jared, remember

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

So. OK. Not an awesome debut into JDM/Jared by any means. Also, this is AU. Also, I think I forced it but it was the idea that stuck the longest so I did it. I had to wheedle it down but I made 100 words, too! /o/

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It’s only when Jared’s asleep, when his knowing eyes are steeped in dreams, does Jeff touch and remember. Jared’s lying on top of him, a naked and lanky tattoo. He feels the sour, scarred bullet hole too close to Jared’s spine. With the puckered skin pressed like Braille beneath his fingertip Jeff hears a scream, a whisper, a prayer. Not too long ago. Not long enough.

Jared wakes, hazel so coated with sleep Jeff can see the dreams playing there like a silent film. Even asleep, Jared knows. He doesn’t speak but he kisses, sweet sleep-dry lips replacing the sour.

New: Gabriel/Sam/Castiel, righteous

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Gabriel/Sam/Castiel, righteous





(you had to know that I was going to try and sneak a taste of this deliciousness)

Re: JDM/Jared, remember

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

OMG, I love it! It's an awesome debut, in my opinion. Hurty and sweet. Definitely put a smile on my face. ^-^ There's so much there in so few words. *beams*

I'll hopefully get started on the Sam/Cas one here soon. Just chillin' with my sister and niece in between this. ^____________^

Again, I looooove it!

Re: JDM/Jared, remember

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

Yaaaayyy!! Don't get me wrong. I LOVED writing it!! I think I'm gonna have a major thing for JDM/Jared. XD

Oops! I gave you another prompt cause I thought... IDEK what I thought. LOL. I just won't prompt you again until you fill them, I guess. :P

I'm writing some. It's a kick ass scene, but my attention span has been pretty shity lately. D:

Yay for chillaxin', dude. I should probably go to bed (everyone else has) but I'll be up for another hour or so. Can't wait for more from you!!! /o/

Re: JDM/Jared, remember

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

JDM/Jared makes me incredibly happy. There's just something about them. MMM... Plus, Jensen always seems to get JDM. This needs to be rectified.

No, dude. Another prompt is awesome. You filled one, so you gave another one. It made sense to me, anyways. LOL

Going to sleep sounds awesome, but I have to wait another hour before I can go to my room (I've gotta help get my niece ready for bed then). :D

YAY! Writing! <3 That ish teh awesomeness.

Sam/Castiel - Mend

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

He doesn't know how to fix this. The flayed soul retches and screams, soundless and deafening at once. Cowers from the touch of renewed grace meant to heal, never hurt. There is nothing for it. But that is what so many had believed of the Apocalypse as well. The Winchesters have a knack for overcoming impossible tasks, and Castiel is no stranger to doing his part. Sam's soul was once bright, even when weakened by Ruby's tainted influence. Castiel plans to make it so once more. He will mend it; every tear, every gash. Stitch by stitch if he must.

Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

Holy moly, this one was harder than the other two. But I think I like it.

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Dean was the righteous man. And John before him. Sam knows that he will never be in league with the rest of his family. It's not a surprise and it doesn't hurt quite like it did when he was 18 and the black sheep of a fractured family. There's no sting and if there were, Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of his neck, Gabriel's fingertips sweeping trails down his chest would melt the ache away. Replace it with something deeper, burning low, pooling in his spine as tongues tangle, hands grip, legs entwine. The only place he's ever truly belonged.

Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

OMFG *TACKLES YOU*

THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THE WIN THAT THIS IS MADE OF!! Poor, hurting and lonely Sammy... who isn't lonely anymore when he's in the middle of an Angel Sammich!!! *waggles eyebrows* I gots the shivers with Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of Sam's neck, and legs entwine and

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OMFG *TACKLES YOU*

THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THE WIN THAT THIS IS MADE OF!! Poor, hurting and lonely Sammy... who isn't lonely anymore when he's in the middle of an Angel Sammich!!! *waggles eyebrows* I gots the shivers with Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of Sam's neck, and <i>legs entwine</i> and <The only place he's ever truly belonged.</i> *cries for Sammy... and is also jealous of him*

*HUGS* Nice one! &hearts;

Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

dude. tagging fail.

Re: Sam/Castiel - Mend

[insertcode11.livejournal.com]

;_; Sam so broken and hurt and Castiel so determined and focused! Loooove it! :) :) :)

I'm ready for mine now! *bounces*